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Lost and Found

Mira and Raj loved and hated each other. So much that neither they could live together nor without the other. Raj was the closest to Mira’s heart, close enough not only to protect it but also to stab it. Mira was Raj’s only weakness. Sometimes he loved her and sometimes he hated her for the same. Through the years, they grew with each other. Love went stale but they still were each others need and weakness.

Myths of ideal love still fresh in mind,
Never learning how to survive alone.
Never learning who they truly were.
Never learning what they truly wanted.
Together they completed each other, once separated left them half of what they were.
So many problems, not a single solution. One day Raj lost it and walked out. Mira left shattered swore not to wait, she decided to complete herself again on her own.
Years passed. Wounds healed. Scars left could not be seen.
They learnt on their own the secrets of life.
They learnt where their true passions lie.
They built themselves from the scratch.
Now not halves but complete on their own,
Fate came to play it’s game.
Ex-lovers crossed paths again.
Eyes met, smiles exchanged. A coincident meeting turned into an overnight stay.
They talked all night, apologized​ for their ways, now promised to never hurt each again. Even though they were whole, Mira and Raj realized something was still left missing in their own lives. It was their hearts that they exchanged all those years ago.PicsArt_05-17-10.03.49.jpg

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Wounds that never heal…

Some wounds never heal,
You got to amputate the limb.

But what if the wound,
Lies in a place,
That you can’t just cut away,
Like your heart or your brain
And they continue hurting
With every breath you take.

People really don’t wanna die.
It’s just living with such agony
That’s hard to take..

When you are in torture
Every second of the day,
Death is nothing but
A way to stop the pain…

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Things Left Unsaid

My head is full of things to be said,

Words and words that remained unsaid.

Getting suffocated inside these walls,

Set up around me by an unseen force.

 

The Past is gone and is dead

But my memories are still intact,

Surrounding me from all the sides,

Screaming at me for being weak of mind.

 

Just like everybody I crave for one chance,

To go back in time to undo my regrets.

Regret of saying wrong things at the worst time,

Regret of leaving important things unsaid.

 

Now I want to sing my heart out,

Dance in the rain till I’m burned out.

Anything, any way I could express it to thee

Things that were left unspoken by me.

 

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Just Breathing

Breathing in and Breathing out,
That’s all my life is about.
Nothing to live for, nothing to die.
Getting sick of my monotonous life.

Breathing out and breathing in,
Feeling like a silent scream.
Need a release, I need to fly.
Need to spark my little life.

Picture of my life is all gray,
Need to fill in the colors today.
Looking out for an inspiration
To light my life and make it worth.

Where shall I find it I ask thee?
Hidden away, it seems, far from my reach,
Like somebody has stolen
The life from my being.

Now I’m just breathing in and breathing out
And Waiting for the dawn to breakout.

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What can you do when you can’t do anything

What can you do when you can’t do anything?

When you feel that your hands are tied

And not doing anything is killing you from the inside.

What can you do when you can’t do anything?

When you want to help someone,

Someone about whom you care,

But they are simply pushing you far far away.

“No!” they say ” you don’t understand”

Why will I not if only they’ll tell?

But I respect their wishes and

Vanish from their sight,

Hiding away the pain inflicted by their miseries.

Why do they consider themselves solitary in their grief?

Hasn’t the world already provided us with enough experiences of sufferings.

How can they consider themselves different from me?

When our lives have already been woven into a single thread of being.

What can you do when you can’t do anything?

Sit back and suffer the endless despair with them

Or force down their walls of privacy n endanger your relation

I guess there might be a third option to leave them on their own

But neither I am that selfless nor Nobel enough to do so…

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The Power of “I Love You”

Open your mouth and say it

“I love you”

To your parents,

To your siblings,

To your friends,

To someone special… 

Say it when they least expect it.

Say it so that later you don’t regret not saying the right words when you had the time.

Say it because they need to hear it.

Because even though not expressing your love doesn’t mean that you don’t love them.

But when they hear you say “I love you” it instantly makes this world a better place.

The world is marred by hate, by people striving for self, all the while crushing others to make their own way.

It’s need of the heart to hear you are loved in the tiny circle you live, as opposed to the entire world.

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Friends *conditions apply

​People are not against you. They are for themselves.

They will judge you behind your back but won’t say it to your face what’s wrong with you.

They leave you when you are not useful to them.

They will leave you even when you desperately need them. 

Not because they don’t care about you but because they care about themselves and their needs more. Leaving the inconvenience is easy

BUT the ones who stay are true friends. They are the ones who love you unconditionally. They are the ones who will tell your flaws to your face because they want you to improve and win in life. They are the ones who will step up for you when rest of the world steps out even if you are the biggest pain in the arse.

Treasure such friends because it would be a blessing to be able to find even one such friend.